Monosphere
Amnesia

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• 1. Collapse (04:04)
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  She said my name, it felt like a riddle
  Her hand warm but heavy in mine
  
  There’s love in her eyes, I can see it
  A weight I’m not ready to bear
  I want to feel it, to let it fill the emptiness inside me
  Numbness is creeping in
  
  The harder I try
  To grasp it
  The more distant
  It all becomes
  
  I head for the door
  “Please don’t go”, she says
  “You’ll remember soon”
  "Stay with me", she begs
  Her hand grabs my arm
  The door calls my name
  Her eyes plead with me (resist it)
  I need time to think
  
  You say if I just stay, pieces fall into place
  I need to find myself to return the love
  Just let me go from the undertow
  Or watch as the inner rage unfolds
  
  Return the pieces you stored away
  Nothing’s left here for me to say
  I’m trying, yes I'm trying
  Im trying but it yields nothing
  
  I travel into the mist of the unknown
  Now there is no turning back
• 2. Anomia (03:03)
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  One step closer to the onset
  One step further from the truth
  
  Time folds, not forward or backward
  But into itself, a spiral of haze
  I wade through its currents, untethered
  Chasing nothing but the echo of days
  
  (Right) I was meant to walk this unsung road
  (Wrong) But the map was drawn in shifting code
  (Right) The silence holds the answers I seek
  (Wrong) Yet it drowns the words before I speak
  
  A thin veil trembles between here and nowhere
  The air is heavy with colors I can’t see
  Each step I take unravels the edges
  Of a path that was never meant for me
  Amplify my misery
  
  Freefall retreat
  Abide deceit
  
  Shadows stretch, a silhouette of what's left, a corset
  Moments bend under its weight
  I’m running out of breath
  
  Time carves its toll on every skin
  Leaving marks where hope once thrived
  
  Yet in the hollows of these moments spent
  There is a pulse still beating, though it's dimmed
  A relentless squeeze that won't let go
  But in its grip, I find a strange relief
• 3. Nadir (feat. Despite Exile) (05:22)
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  Retracing my steps through the labyrinth that I have built
  Her laughter lingered on the edge of sound
  Echoes of a life I tried to drown
  The mirrors cracked
  
  Reflecting fragments of a self I buried long ago
  Her presence taints the glass, yet I still feel the undertow
  She whispers secrets only she could know
  
  A voice so soft and reassuring
  Weaves a tale of broken dreams and revelation
  The world tilted on its axis
  I was a solitary speck clinging to sanity
  
  Planting seeds of doubt where none should grow
  I want to scream, but my voice just stalls
  Doubt is casting shadows over memories that should be bright
  Recoup the steps to get here, time to fight or flight
  
  So I step forward, weightless, uncertain
  A breath, then another, then none
  And the world folds itself around me
  Like it’d been waiting all along
  
  I step forward, leaving footprints in the dark
  Not knowing if they lead toward or away
  She calls my name like a prayer laced with sorrow
  A hymn for the lost, the undone
• 4. Allusion (01:15)
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  Instrumental
• 5. Limbic (03:17)
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  All these voices in my head
  Make my mind go numb
  
  Well of rage
  
  Seeking solace in the dark
  So it can’t reflect the past
  Ghosts that whisper in my ear
  Make my mind go numb
  
  Well of hate
  
  Contemplate
  Liberate
  
  Silence screams, a deafening cacophony, a remnant
  Poison the well
  Escape reality
  
  Crimson echoes
  Shattered vows
  A distant sorrow
  Burn it away
  
  Burn away
  Shattered vows
• 6. Idiomorph (04:51)
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  She was a silhouette in strobe light
  A lighthouse flickering in neon fog
  
  I was just another shadow moving sideways
  Through a tide of limbs and noise
  
  I turned my head before I knew the reason why
  Drawn by something not seen but rather sensed
  
  The way smoke promises fire without showing you a flame
  The way kings build an empire without showing you the pain
  
  Seems like you and I
  Were always meant to be
  ‘Til both realize
  How the other thinks
  
  Stay awake at night
  Make me feel alive
  Nothing will ever do
  Nothing will ever change
  
  Stay awake at night
  Make me feel alive
  Nothing will ever do
  Nothing will ever matter
  
  You make me feel
  Like nothing, like nothing
  Like nothing will ever matter
  
  You smiled like a secret that knew it couldn’t be kept
  Like a note slipped between pages no one was meant to find
  I felt my pulse answer yours in uneven sentences
  As if my body remembered a promise my mind never made
  
  She was a silhouette in strobe light
  A lighthouse flickering in neon fog
  
  You make feel
  Like nothing, like nothing
  You make feel
  Like nothing, like nothing
  At all
• 7. Zenith (08:30)
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  Pull me from this twilight state
  Where memories ricochet
  Trace the outline of what’s real
  The numbness wants to disappear
  
  Fading echoes of the dream
  My heart raced as the fragments scattered
  
  War
  This war inside my head
  Twisting and turning synapses
  ‘Cause there’s a
  
  War
  This war inside my head
  Gut-wrenching gusts of emotions
  ‘Cause there’s a
  
  Asphyxiate
  Hesitation that holds me back
  Asphyxiate
  Let courage be my shield
  Let boldness be my art
  And follow my gut
  Where courage has tethered
  
  Wake up
  Let’s reframe the past
  
  Now I march
  With purpose wide
  Amidst the dark
  I find my light
  
  This war inside my head
  
  Limbo lingers softly
  Do abide
  Still I choose to say
  With you I reside
  
  A tentative dance
  A fragile truce
  Between memory and now
  Smother the past
  
  Wide awake
  Try to look past those eyes
  Wash away
  Incisions better left shut
  
  Beneath my skin is a map
  Of stories etched in scars
  A testament to the past
  We’re both trying to revive
  Seeking answers in your eyes
  Your gaze lingers, then veers away
  
  “Where did these come from?”, I ask
  Your voice trembling slightly
  Leaving gaps to be filled
  Patch them up with lies
  
  No more waiting, no more pause
  Let’s rewrite our fatal cause
  
  Lost on the brink of uncertainty
  Yet I hold onto the warmth she gives
• 8. Engram (01:52)
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  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the fear that’s in me
  
  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the rage that’s in me
  
  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the pain that’s in me
  
  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the guilt that’s in me
  
  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the doubt that’s in me
  
  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the hate that’s in me
• 9. Dissolve (feat. Mark Garrett) (09:50)
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  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the doubt that’s in me
  
  Give me a sign to trust
  Give me a sign to mend
  Give me a sign to understand the hate that’s in me
  
  You
  Say my name
  Like it is
  A question
  Like you are
  Testing
  The shape of it
  On your tongue
  
  I slowly lean towards her expecting some response yet I feel
  She barely moves in any direction and searches something while
  I retract my intend of embracement to regain a firm stand
  She embraces the utter irony and opens her big mouth
  
  Your voice arrives before you do
  Wrapped in velvet, stained inside
  Your voice folds me like paper
  Sharp at the edges, blood in the folds
  
  Words hitting every part of skin
  
  Repression, coercion
  Desperation, provocation
  Alienate me, manipulate me, humiliate me, I capitulate
  Submission, deception
  Accusation, obfuscation
  Intimidate me, devaluate me, overshadow me, I capitulate
  
  I retreat
  Words come out of her mouth
  
  The words fall out of you
  Jagged shards of glass swallowed too fast
  You scream at me in a language I used to know
  But the syntax is fists now
  The grammar’s knees and elbows
  And the punctuation breaks on my skull
  
  There’s a pulse under the floorboards
  It skips when you smile
  You press your hands against my chest
  And call it love
  
  Heed my call
  Rise and fall
  Heed my call
  Watch my life descending
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